Every breath is a second chance.

If only that was true for everyone around you.
Yes, it's true. If you regret something you didn't do, often you can do it the next. But, what about the people around you?

I found recently that I've been acting in ways I regret around some of my old friends, which I don't talk to. And I'm almost pretty sure that they've noticed. And I just want to take that chance to go say hi to them in the hallways, or around campus. The one thing is, is well.. I'm just so nervous around them, and what they think of me now, after.. after all of this. It's stupid, but I just can't help it.
The worse thing is, last year, we were pretty damn close.
And it's pretty much my fault that I let it get like this.
Avoiding them all over campus? Stupidstupidstupid.
If i could rewind time, and take it all back, I would.

I hope, sometime, that things could get to where they were.
And that, this will prove, that even with people, every breath IS a second chance.

and i'd be lying if i said i didn't miss you